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Hanging_By_A_Moment7337
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Location: Texas, United States
Gender: Female
Interests: God, church, music, I love to sing! I am in my church's band, prayer, learning how to play guitar, music, watching movies, drummers, hanging out with friends, cuddling, taking pictures, the rain, guys, swimming, smiling, laughing, summer....
Expertise: smiling at others a lot & giving hugs!!!
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
Member Since:
3/18/2005
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| I want to write. I want to write something really, really good. I can't
though. I am stick in between something that I can't seem to get myself
out of. Hoping, praying. It's hard to explain.
Have you ever had one of those really bad days that just make you want
to scream? Yeah, so have I. Today has been one of those days. I just
keep letting little things that don't even matter get to me. It's a
weird feeling.
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| Geez, I can't remember the last time I wrote on this thing. It seems like it's been years. Well...not really, but you know. Is there really any xanga people out there? I don't think there is much of any xanga users left. AHAHAH...I can truly remember when this thing use to be "the norm" back in the day. How crazy, huh?
I feel like I am caught in the middle of something that I can't get out of. Current events have made me feel this way. I am content, but I guess you could say...my heart hurts? I haven't felt something like this in a long time. I guess this is a feeling you get when you fall for someone, and things don't work out. Not to say I didn't try, but things where nice. I know I am going to miss him, but I can handle it. When hope lets you down, you find that you were better off anyway. I know I meet him for a reason, I just wish I knew what that reason was. I want to help him. It bugs me that things didn't work out differently, but who's to say he would have tired? I think I am letting the world get the best of me, and I hate it. I seem to be walking in "circles" that revolve around nothing. He didn't break my heart, because I knew it was coming. I broke my own heart, and I don't know how to mead the wounds. I shall be fine though.
[Hope has sprung a perfect dive
A perfect day, a perfect lie.
A slowly crafted monologue conceding your defeat.
Does it comfort you to know you fought the good fight?
Basking in your victory,
Hollow and alone
While you boast your bitter bragging rights to anyone who'll listen.
While you're left with nothing tangible to gain.]
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| So I am sittitng here trying to figure out with I should do. I have tried so hard to let it go, but something is calling my name. Honestly no matter how hard I try, this just won't let me go. I just want to forget about it and I wish it would have never come around. This monster is quite powerful, and it wants me for my blood. OOOOOHHHHH..... | | |
| Man, it has been so long since I once typed on this thing. Life as we know it is in a fast pace. I am always busy with one thing or other now. I don't seem to have any free time on my hands. The free time I do have is spent on studying. Wal-Mart called me and they want me to go for an interview on Friday, but I don't really know if I want to give up what I have now for Wal-Mart. I guess we shall see what happens.  Do you ever wonder why certain people were put in your life? I know I wonder that all the time. Why did I meet this certain person? Am I suppose to show this person something that they have been missing out on? Sometimes people come into your life and do things that make you want to hurl. This drives me crazy. Ahhhh, I guess I could answer my own question in saying that God puts these certain people in your life so that you can help them out in some way. God has a reason for you meeting everyone that you do meet. He has a plan for it all. "She's beautiful, but she'll never admit it.
Music makes her world go round, literally.
Pearls and jeans are her trademarks.
She's not afraid of being alone & obsessed with coffee.
When she smiles her whole face lights up.
&& her heart's been broken
by a guy who didn't even deserve her
And you know what?
She will be ok" | | |
| Ahhhhh, summer....
I am really not on this thing much. I think it got old, or something?
Besides, who even reads what I am writing anymore? I think I talk to myself on this thing. hahaha/.../
Let's see here. Ashley's life as we know it has been wonderful.
She is currently working at Lowe's on 82nd and Slide. One of her good friends "hooked" her up with the job, and she is loving it. She has been working like a manic though, and has been trying to find time for friends and what not.
She has run into many great people while working. (so if you are on that part of town, come over and tell her hi)
Her brother's b-day is coming up, and she has no idea what to get him. Any idea's?
One of her many uncle's is also getting married, and she is super excited for him.
Ashley has also been reciving a lot of phone calls from all of her friends. So if she doesn't get to call you back the day that you called her, please don't get angry with her. She seems to have 1 to 2 hour convos with many people.
She wishes everyone a great week. God Bless.
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